July 12, 2008
I speak to CNF on AIM and play around with him about what happened last night at Josh’s. He underplays how people lied and how childish the night was. I call him and we reach a mutual understanding, which we’ve consistently done forever. The word “settle” isn’t necessary because there’s nothing to settle.
He ends up telling me that Jonah avoided us last night because he has been trying to avoid me for the past 2 and a half months. This man changed his screen name, didn’t call anyone, and no one has seen his face since the beginning of break. His issue was that I was apparently “annoying.” Why he allowed us to hang out that is something I do not understand.
He also avoided coming into DnD because he didn’t want people to make remarks about his disappearance. How someone could think that people wouldn’t make a comment on that is crazy. So I don’t really know what to say, but I guess I’m not speaking or hanging out with him anymore.
Hasan and I go to Spamps’ basement for a while, along with Alon, Kenny, and Bolanos. We end up leaving for Astoria while Spamps and Caroline stay in. When getting into the car, we have to move a box of beer that Hasan got for free from his sister who is moving to LA.
We make a comment about drinking that beer and Hasan says that he needs money for it because otherwise he’d drink it himself. Bolanos jokingly mentions that he should charge $6 a bottle. Hasan says that’s a good deal because they’re “expensive” imports. He then bashed Bolanos for not knowing the prices of import beers. I told Hasan he’s hitting hard for something so stupid. At this point, I’d say is when Hasan started getting stupid crazy.
We get to Astoria and the parking lot is full. Hasan immediately decides we need to go home to Great Neck or some swanky place he apparently knows. Surprisingly, I’m the only one to mention that the parking lot is not the only place to park. He then continues to make fun of the four of us for random reasons.
One of them is how we’re a bunch of cheapasses and that’s why we don’t do stuff with our nights. I tell him that he’s a huge minority on being a big spender and how that kind of attack on us unnecessary.
Alon naively jumps on his side and says that we should be more open to Hasan’s suggestions of pool and bowling. I explain to him that those are only two of his suggestions, whereas in this case, he’s suggesting we should spend money and go into clubs in the city and party it up. Bolanos says that his issue is not money when going to bowling or pool, he just doesn’t want to do much dumb things.
I then actually get curious about the legitimacy of going into the city one night for such a Hasan suggestion. I’m very curious about how he’d get such a night going, but also, it’d be a change of pace from what we always do.
At this point, Hasan is clearly “triathlon” crazy and won’t even answer my sincere curiosity of his suggestion. We get dropped off and go home. He angrily drives away. I get home past 12:00, so obviously Stickam is followed.
July 13, 2008
I wake up at 3:30 and sit around remaking by MySpace because people on Stickam tell me to. I go to Spamps’ house before 9:00. I get a call from Bolanos past 10:00 after his LSAT course with Aaron. He says Kat is having a party, someone I knew from Binghamton. It turns out that Aaron is bringing Bolanos, his friend Tom, and CNF. CNF is the biggest party goer around… Then again, a playa’s got to be proud that he got a number last time Aaron brought him to a party.
No issues though, Aaron can’t bring too many people and at least I get to chill at Miah’s with my 40!
Tuesday, 15 July 2008
Friday, 11 July 2008
Long time
July 8, 2008
It’s been a super long time since I’ve last blogged. One of the biggest events is the conflict between the two “groups.” Scott has his house open and decides to invite part of the group. He tells me to keep it low because he doesn’t want many people as usual.
Spamps has had work so he can’t hang out much. Hanging out on a Friday is a good time to see people. I tell him about Scott’s, but that Scott doesn’t want many people. Spamps knows not to bring anyone else along and see if he can sneak in. Scott then avoids Spamps’ calls and suggests that I should’ve lied to Spamps. Yes, he asks me to lie to a friend when he can’t be man enough to just tell Spamps the truth.
The next day, Hasan has his place open and basically the same deal happens. Spamps tries to call me and I try to pick up. Hasan tells me not to. I push the argument a bit, but I know he’ll go “triathlon” crazy if I go further. I feel like shit doing that to Spamps, but I know I can try to sneak off a call to him later.
It’s a pretty crazy night because Hasan purchases 72 beers and over 50 are finished that night. With weak drinkers all around, I have to do a lot of damage of probably near 15 Coors Light.
After the weekend, Spamps posts a thing on Facebook being annoyed by the whole deal. Spamps basically says that it’s easier to know the truth that he isn’t invited to go somewhere like Scott’s instead of people dancing around the issue and forcing me to do so too. Hasan hits with some reality that there’s two groups within the friends, though there are some middlers. Aaron makes some silly comments about people hurting the hosts house if they sit around and how people need to branch out to other friends. I hugely disagree with his business.
For July 4th, we go to Evan’s early to have a BBQ after we buy stuff from Waldbaum’s. It’s quite a large amount of food. I play many games of beer pong and take a few shots of Svedka that Brian brought along. A good night in general, though it’s weird that Spamps and Miah aren’t there because of their job.
Other than that, I’m having slow summer. I should probably look for a job, but it’s getting later into the summer and the car lease issue is still annoying. I’ll maybe have the car for a while, but it needs to be returned and not being to drive to work is pretty annoying. It actually hugely restricts what jobs I can get. I’ve been on Stickam a hell lot.
Emma from Norway goes on a lot and it’s fun learning about a different culture, even though it seems very American, then again, that’s the First World for ya.
Celeb AllyATL has been really nice and has actually come into my room.
Aaron has been on it and pulled into the “dark side” because of me.
SarahSmall is really cool and seems like someone that would be great to hang out with.
SarahTonin is a fucking crazy drunkard hilarious when she gets shitfaced on cam. Awkward though that she’s getting thrown into the military by her parents.
Nikki has come back from Spain is back in Georgia. She isn’t on much, but a very cool person to talk to.
While I may be on quite a bit, I’d say the social aspects are at least somewhat redeeming compared to watching films and TV all day. I’ve “met” some cool people and it makes the day go by.
July 10, 2008
The plan is to go Miah’s house because it’s still open. Hasan says he’s doing something else with Stefan and Aaron. I try to explain we only do Astoria and open house and I can’t see how he can beat this. He’s like whatever.
I go to pick up Bolanos so we can get a ride from Spamps. Bolanos and I get two 40s, while they get Blue Moon and have cheap malt liquor at Miah’s.
When we get there it turns out that CNF, Hasan, and Scott are already there. I joke around at Hasan why he’s here. I’m surprised by why Scott’s there, but I don’t say anything. He’s been invited twice and there’s no way I expect him to be invited to Scott’s, just saying.
Hasan also was curious if he’d be invited. My point is that no matter what he does, people like Spamps and Miah are way cooler and forgiving for such things.
We sit around playing a $5 game, which I get knocked out in. I didn’t have much during the day, so I can tell that another 40 after my first will be too much. I have a bit of my liquor instead and save the other 40.
July 11, 2008
Today, I receive by Yankee’s 59 Fifty. It’s like two sizes too small, but still rockin’ after I stretch it a bit. For the night, I get people to meet up at DnD. This also marks a week of me driving around, which is good.
Kenny, Alon, Bolanos, Hasan, and I are there. The night before CNF awkwardly tries to tell Scott that he and Josh are going into the city to have dinner with Jonah, a man that I haven’t seen in months, yet I hung out with him the most that semester.
I try calling CNF twice and apparently he thinks is funny to reply with weird noises for 5 seconds and hanging up. How mature.
Sitting in DnD, we randomly see Josh, CNF, and Jonah walk by. Bolanos and I know their ways and expect them not to come in. Only Josh and CNF do and say Hi.
Kenny and Alon run over to say Hi to Jonah. I don’t know how far he rips apart social standards by not saying Hi to people he hasn’t seen in months. It’s mind-blowingly ridiculous.
We then find out that people are going over to Josh’s. I guess he doesn’t want too many people, but it would’ve been nice to at least say that after all the drama we’ve had of late. Though I never expected people to change at all, so what’s the big deal. I don’t really care.
I call Aaron because I could tell he’s probably invited. I ask him what he’s up to. He says to call him if something’s up, but that he’s “already hanging out.” That means CNF went to pick him up because he recently lost him license. I could tell that he already wants to hide things so he hangs up on me. How mature. Also, the “call me” excuse is pretty useless. He knows there’s nothing to do. Like I’m really going to call him and say, “Yo, there’s something better than Josh’s. I found this crazy party to go to.”
Hasan leaves us, maybe to hang out at Josh’s eventually. Bolanos, Kenny, Alon, and I split our ways before 11:00 since there’s nothing to do.
Another comment to make is that it seems that things somewhat revolve around weed a lot. I bet that tonight might’ve had to do with it. The word “alcoholic” I’d say has been thrown around a lot.
This is despite the fact that:
We know multiple people that smoke by themselves multiple times a week regardless of anything
People that exclusively might do it with only a few people and actually base social decisions on it
People that have done this for years upon years
The large amount of money spent on it compared to alcohol
Compared to:
Almost only ever drinking in social situations
Drinking only comes up maybe 1-2 times a week at most
To throw the word alcoholic around I’d say is pure hypocrisy compared to the weed addicts or pot heads around. Again, I’m not saying I have any problem with this. You choose what you do, it’s all pretty harmless. It’s the hypocrisy that gets me the wrong way and how I’ve learned to just accept it in avoidance of needless confrontation, where people take such arguments as “serious and harmful,” whereas I just find it part of normal conversation.
It’s been a super long time since I’ve last blogged. One of the biggest events is the conflict between the two “groups.” Scott has his house open and decides to invite part of the group. He tells me to keep it low because he doesn’t want many people as usual.
Spamps has had work so he can’t hang out much. Hanging out on a Friday is a good time to see people. I tell him about Scott’s, but that Scott doesn’t want many people. Spamps knows not to bring anyone else along and see if he can sneak in. Scott then avoids Spamps’ calls and suggests that I should’ve lied to Spamps. Yes, he asks me to lie to a friend when he can’t be man enough to just tell Spamps the truth.
The next day, Hasan has his place open and basically the same deal happens. Spamps tries to call me and I try to pick up. Hasan tells me not to. I push the argument a bit, but I know he’ll go “triathlon” crazy if I go further. I feel like shit doing that to Spamps, but I know I can try to sneak off a call to him later.
It’s a pretty crazy night because Hasan purchases 72 beers and over 50 are finished that night. With weak drinkers all around, I have to do a lot of damage of probably near 15 Coors Light.
After the weekend, Spamps posts a thing on Facebook being annoyed by the whole deal. Spamps basically says that it’s easier to know the truth that he isn’t invited to go somewhere like Scott’s instead of people dancing around the issue and forcing me to do so too. Hasan hits with some reality that there’s two groups within the friends, though there are some middlers. Aaron makes some silly comments about people hurting the hosts house if they sit around and how people need to branch out to other friends. I hugely disagree with his business.
For July 4th, we go to Evan’s early to have a BBQ after we buy stuff from Waldbaum’s. It’s quite a large amount of food. I play many games of beer pong and take a few shots of Svedka that Brian brought along. A good night in general, though it’s weird that Spamps and Miah aren’t there because of their job.
Other than that, I’m having slow summer. I should probably look for a job, but it’s getting later into the summer and the car lease issue is still annoying. I’ll maybe have the car for a while, but it needs to be returned and not being to drive to work is pretty annoying. It actually hugely restricts what jobs I can get. I’ve been on Stickam a hell lot.
Emma from Norway goes on a lot and it’s fun learning about a different culture, even though it seems very American, then again, that’s the First World for ya.
Celeb AllyATL has been really nice and has actually come into my room.
Aaron has been on it and pulled into the “dark side” because of me.
SarahSmall is really cool and seems like someone that would be great to hang out with.
SarahTonin is a fucking crazy drunkard hilarious when she gets shitfaced on cam. Awkward though that she’s getting thrown into the military by her parents.
Nikki has come back from Spain is back in Georgia. She isn’t on much, but a very cool person to talk to.
While I may be on quite a bit, I’d say the social aspects are at least somewhat redeeming compared to watching films and TV all day. I’ve “met” some cool people and it makes the day go by.
July 10, 2008
The plan is to go Miah’s house because it’s still open. Hasan says he’s doing something else with Stefan and Aaron. I try to explain we only do Astoria and open house and I can’t see how he can beat this. He’s like whatever.
I go to pick up Bolanos so we can get a ride from Spamps. Bolanos and I get two 40s, while they get Blue Moon and have cheap malt liquor at Miah’s.
When we get there it turns out that CNF, Hasan, and Scott are already there. I joke around at Hasan why he’s here. I’m surprised by why Scott’s there, but I don’t say anything. He’s been invited twice and there’s no way I expect him to be invited to Scott’s, just saying.
Hasan also was curious if he’d be invited. My point is that no matter what he does, people like Spamps and Miah are way cooler and forgiving for such things.
We sit around playing a $5 game, which I get knocked out in. I didn’t have much during the day, so I can tell that another 40 after my first will be too much. I have a bit of my liquor instead and save the other 40.
July 11, 2008
Today, I receive by Yankee’s 59 Fifty. It’s like two sizes too small, but still rockin’ after I stretch it a bit. For the night, I get people to meet up at DnD. This also marks a week of me driving around, which is good.
Kenny, Alon, Bolanos, Hasan, and I are there. The night before CNF awkwardly tries to tell Scott that he and Josh are going into the city to have dinner with Jonah, a man that I haven’t seen in months, yet I hung out with him the most that semester.
I try calling CNF twice and apparently he thinks is funny to reply with weird noises for 5 seconds and hanging up. How mature.
Sitting in DnD, we randomly see Josh, CNF, and Jonah walk by. Bolanos and I know their ways and expect them not to come in. Only Josh and CNF do and say Hi.
Kenny and Alon run over to say Hi to Jonah. I don’t know how far he rips apart social standards by not saying Hi to people he hasn’t seen in months. It’s mind-blowingly ridiculous.
We then find out that people are going over to Josh’s. I guess he doesn’t want too many people, but it would’ve been nice to at least say that after all the drama we’ve had of late. Though I never expected people to change at all, so what’s the big deal. I don’t really care.
I call Aaron because I could tell he’s probably invited. I ask him what he’s up to. He says to call him if something’s up, but that he’s “already hanging out.” That means CNF went to pick him up because he recently lost him license. I could tell that he already wants to hide things so he hangs up on me. How mature. Also, the “call me” excuse is pretty useless. He knows there’s nothing to do. Like I’m really going to call him and say, “Yo, there’s something better than Josh’s. I found this crazy party to go to.”
Hasan leaves us, maybe to hang out at Josh’s eventually. Bolanos, Kenny, Alon, and I split our ways before 11:00 since there’s nothing to do.
Another comment to make is that it seems that things somewhat revolve around weed a lot. I bet that tonight might’ve had to do with it. The word “alcoholic” I’d say has been thrown around a lot.
This is despite the fact that:
We know multiple people that smoke by themselves multiple times a week regardless of anything
People that exclusively might do it with only a few people and actually base social decisions on it
People that have done this for years upon years
The large amount of money spent on it compared to alcohol
Compared to:
Almost only ever drinking in social situations
Drinking only comes up maybe 1-2 times a week at most
To throw the word alcoholic around I’d say is pure hypocrisy compared to the weed addicts or pot heads around. Again, I’m not saying I have any problem with this. You choose what you do, it’s all pretty harmless. It’s the hypocrisy that gets me the wrong way and how I’ve learned to just accept it in avoidance of needless confrontation, where people take such arguments as “serious and harmful,” whereas I just find it part of normal conversation.
Thursday, 10 July 2008
Creeper
emmavk: ok
emmavk: im coming now
bm69: dweez has gotta go tho
harrington3: so Dweez is a guy emma
harrington3: whyd you lie to me
emmavk: yup
emmavk: because im mean
harrington3: is he gay?
harrington3: or is he just fooling
harrington3: you do not look like you are 12
harrington3: whe is your birthday?
harrington3: when*
DWeez: My birthday is 1989, ripe age
harrington3: nice Dweez ur legal
harrington3: lol jk
DWeez: Emma's 12 though, dont' be messin
harrington3: im not dude
emmavk: bm69: you left?bm69: before i showed ya?
bm69: i thought you wanted to see, wtf?
emmavk: are u a pedofile ?
bm69: no, not at all, why?
emmavk: im like 12 years old
bm69: i was told youre 22, wtf?
bm69: come back to my live
harrington3: he is a pedofile
emmavk: u were not
harrington3: watch out
bm69: i was, ask dweez
emmavk: i didnt say i was 22
emmavk: dweez is a lier
bm69: you didnt say anything, so iasked, and thats what i was told
DWeez: I said she was, as a joke
emmavk: he just wanted to see it
emmavk: lol
bm69: ahh, i didnt know that
DWeez: Yeah, if this was recorded, someone would be caught by the authorities...
bm69: well, come back to my live emma
bm69: real quick
emmavk: why ?
DWeez: She's actually not 22, actally 12 man
harrington3: dont emma seriously
bm69: so you can tell him about it
emmavk: u are a pedofile
bm69: before i go
DWeez: Don't worry BM, we both say you chubbing your cock
harrington3: yeah
harrington3: dude he was
DWeez: Raise hands if you saw it
DWeez: (raise hand!)
harrington3: i saw it
bm69: well, emma com to my live and you can confirm it lol
emmavk: m2
harrington3: dude thats fucking gross
emmavk: u say u wasent a pedofile
emmavk: u are
bm69: well, come find out
bm69: you never saw it, did ya?
emmavk: noo
harrington3: wtf is the matter with you
DWeez: How old is BM?
DWeez: I got over 30
harrington3: like 30s
bm69: im horny lol
emmavk: 37 ?
harrington3: shes 12
bm69: no, im not even close to 30 lol
DWeez: 30 year old against 12.... that seems very illegal
bm69: im just twice her age, if thats even right
bm69: i dont believe shes 12 at all tho
harrington3: yeah and fucking gross
harrington3: why would she lie
bm69: same reason dweeb did i guess
DWeez: Twice shmice, you're a fuckin pedo
bm69: yeah, but youre fuckin gay and wanted to see my dick
DWeez: Hmm... what's worse.. gay or... showing cocks to 12 year old girls...
bm69: it really is as big as an aquafina bottle lol
harrington3: you were the fucking faggot who was wacking off to a 12 year old
DWeez: Apparently BM things one is better...
DWeez: I saw his hands moving like that he was def doing it
emmavk: lol
harrington3: yeah then he stopped like 10 secs after i went in
bm69: well, if y'all are lurking, either come in or im making it private
bm69: if emma comes with you dweez, i will show ya
harrington3: your fucking gross dude
DWeez: I said, he's like mid 30s maybe
bm69: with a big one, come see it, or not?
DWeez: He should be on with Chris Hansen, To Catch a Predator
harrington3: lol yeah
emmavk: yup yup
DWeez: Emma you should go though, take a screen cap of his big cock
emmavk: ...
emmavk: if u go ill go
harrington3: look at all his friends, all underage
emmavk: of course
DWeez: Haha, he's a super creep
emmavk: lol
emmavk: ..
emmavk: hello?
DWeez: hello wha
* bm69 left the room.
emmavk: im coming now
bm69: dweez has gotta go tho
harrington3: so Dweez is a guy emma
harrington3: whyd you lie to me
emmavk: yup
emmavk: because im mean
harrington3: is he gay?
harrington3: or is he just fooling
harrington3: you do not look like you are 12
harrington3: whe is your birthday?
harrington3: when*
DWeez: My birthday is 1989, ripe age
harrington3: nice Dweez ur legal
harrington3: lol jk
DWeez: Emma's 12 though, dont' be messin
harrington3: im not dude
emmavk: bm69: you left?bm69: before i showed ya?
bm69: i thought you wanted to see, wtf?
emmavk: are u a pedofile ?
bm69: no, not at all, why?
emmavk: im like 12 years old
bm69: i was told youre 22, wtf?
bm69: come back to my live
harrington3: he is a pedofile
emmavk: u were not
harrington3: watch out
bm69: i was, ask dweez
emmavk: i didnt say i was 22
emmavk: dweez is a lier
bm69: you didnt say anything, so iasked, and thats what i was told
DWeez: I said she was, as a joke
emmavk: he just wanted to see it
emmavk: lol
bm69: ahh, i didnt know that
DWeez: Yeah, if this was recorded, someone would be caught by the authorities...
bm69: well, come back to my live emma
bm69: real quick
emmavk: why ?
DWeez: She's actually not 22, actally 12 man
harrington3: dont emma seriously
bm69: so you can tell him about it
emmavk: u are a pedofile
bm69: before i go
DWeez: Don't worry BM, we both say you chubbing your cock
harrington3: yeah
harrington3: dude he was
DWeez: Raise hands if you saw it
DWeez: (raise hand!)
harrington3: i saw it
bm69: well, emma com to my live and you can confirm it lol
emmavk: m2
harrington3: dude thats fucking gross
emmavk: u say u wasent a pedofile
emmavk: u are
bm69: well, come find out
bm69: you never saw it, did ya?
emmavk: noo
harrington3: wtf is the matter with you
DWeez: How old is BM?
DWeez: I got over 30
harrington3: like 30s
bm69: im horny lol
emmavk: 37 ?
harrington3: shes 12
bm69: no, im not even close to 30 lol
DWeez: 30 year old against 12.... that seems very illegal
bm69: im just twice her age, if thats even right
bm69: i dont believe shes 12 at all tho
harrington3: yeah and fucking gross
harrington3: why would she lie
bm69: same reason dweeb did i guess
DWeez: Twice shmice, you're a fuckin pedo
bm69: yeah, but youre fuckin gay and wanted to see my dick
DWeez: Hmm... what's worse.. gay or... showing cocks to 12 year old girls...
bm69: it really is as big as an aquafina bottle lol
harrington3: you were the fucking faggot who was wacking off to a 12 year old
DWeez: Apparently BM things one is better...
DWeez: I saw his hands moving like that he was def doing it
emmavk: lol
harrington3: yeah then he stopped like 10 secs after i went in
bm69: well, if y'all are lurking, either come in or im making it private
bm69: if emma comes with you dweez, i will show ya
harrington3: your fucking gross dude
DWeez: I said, he's like mid 30s maybe
bm69: with a big one, come see it, or not?
DWeez: He should be on with Chris Hansen, To Catch a Predator
harrington3: lol yeah
emmavk: yup yup
DWeez: Emma you should go though, take a screen cap of his big cock
emmavk: ...
emmavk: if u go ill go
harrington3: look at all his friends, all underage
emmavk: of course
DWeez: Haha, he's a super creep
emmavk: lol
emmavk: ..
emmavk: hello?
DWeez: hello wha
* bm69 left the room.
Wednesday, 9 July 2008
cnf
alias871 (8:41:08 PM): Hey
moonchild0078h (8:42:09 PM): hi there
moonchild0078h (8:43:03 PM): what's up
alias871 (8:45:00 PM): Bolanos just called
alias871 (8:45:02 PM): He wants to do something
moonchild0078h (8:45:30 PM): i'm not going out
moonchild0078h (8:45:36 PM): gonna stay in an do some gre work
moonchild0078h (8:45:51 PM): it's not like there is anywhere to go
alias871 (8:46:35 PM): so when's the next time you can hang? august?
moonchild0078h (8:46:46 PM): no i'm just saying
moonchild0078h (8:47:10 PM): meeting up is useless unless it has purpose
alias871 (8:47:21 PM): what's your purpose?
moonchild0078h (8:47:31 PM): i have no purpose for meeting up with you or eric tonight
moonchild0078h (8:47:34 PM): so i'm staying in
moonchild0078h (8:48:07 PM): unless we knew of something to do together, other than talk which we can do online or over the phone, i don't see much purpose to driving into great neck to sit at dunkin donuts
alias871 (8:48:58 PM): Alright, so make the plans, call people
moonchild0078h (8:49:11 PM): I don't want to
alias871 (8:49:15 PM): Why not?
moonchild0078h (8:49:29 PM): because I am going to do GRE work tonight and stay in
alias871 (8:49:55 PM): You'll be around to make our plans?
moonchild0078h (8:49:59 PM): If I really wanted to hang out with people I would call them or talk to them online about plans.
alias871 (8:50:00 PM): tmrw*
moonchild0078h (8:50:19 PM): Yes, but I don't know what I want to do tomorrow night.
alias871 (8:50:47 PM): Oh, you're not sure of your "mood" to be hanging out?
moonchild0078h (8:50:54 PM): No
moonchild0078h (8:51:34 PM): Putting words in my mouth like "not sure of my mood" is bullshit.
moonchild0078h (8:51:41 PM): I don't think that far ahead.
alias871 (8:51:46 PM): Oh, we're confused
alias871 (8:51:52 PM): I meant you'll be the planner tmrw
moonchild0078h (8:51:53 PM): It also implies that you think everyone is a mood swinging bitch.
moonchild0078h (8:51:59 PM): No.
moonchild0078h (8:52:09 PM): "If I really wanted to hang out with people I would call them or talk to them online about plans."
alias871 (8:52:12 PM): So what does it mean when you say, "moonchild0078h (8:50:19 PM): Yes, but I don't know what I want to do tomorrow night."
alias871 (8:53:01 PM): My point is if you hang tmrw, you'll be the planner?
moonchild0078h (8:53:52 PM): You asked if I'll be around tomorrow to make your plans. I replied as in yes, I'll be around tomorrow, but I don't know what i want to do tomorrow night. Before that statement or my precursor statement was "If I really wanted to hang out with people I would call them or talk to them online about plans."
moonchild0078h (8:53:59 PM): I won't be the planner.
moonchild0078h (8:54:30 PM): But I will be around tomorrow.
alias871 (8:54:40 PM): So the last two contradict? "I would call them or talk to them" and "I won't be the planner."
moonchild0078h (8:54:48 PM): sigh
alias871 (8:54:56 PM): Isn't that what the planner does, call people and make sure the night is happening
moonchild0078h (8:55:11 PM): i responded to one statement you made. I then responded to the question you asked.
moonchild0078h (8:55:19 PM): There is too much reading confusion going on in this conversation.
alias871 (8:56:00 PM): So it comes to that you do not want to plan things tomorrow, right?
moonchild0078h (8:56:46 PM): Simple answer: Yes, I do not want to plan thing tomorrow.
alias871 (8:57:41 PM): When will you "call them or talk to them online to make plans."
moonchild0078h (8:57:51 PM): When and if I want to.
alias871 (8:58:01 PM): Ah... that's seems strange
moonchild0078h (8:58:08 PM): Not really.
moonchild0078h (8:59:58 PM): Logic: It's not like people do anything anyway. What's the most our friends do: Go to Astoria; Go to someone's basement or attic and game and drink; Go to Dunk Donuts and talk about useless shit. With our group of friends it's not that hard to know where people are.
moonchild0078h (9:01:12 PM): Note: When I said "where people are", I am implying, where people are at night.
alias871 (9:01:26 PM): Well that's obvious
alias871 (9:01:58 PM): And while I do agree with your tone it seems that you think we don't do much, still beats sitting on the computer for me
alias871 (9:02:09 PM): And same goes for the people that go out, otherwise, they'd stay home
moonchild0078h (9:04:39 PM): Agreed, but unfortunately there is nowhere to really go and my personal sentiments differ from yours.
alias871 (9:04:53 PM): first part, agreed
alias871 (9:05:01 PM): second part, which sentiments
moonchild0078h (9:05:27 PM): "still beats sitting on the computer for me"
alias871 (9:05:41 PM): okay
moonchild0078h (9:06:46 PM): If there other places to go besides the previously mentioned, I would certainly be willing to go with people, but there aren't.
alias871 (9:06:57 PM): But you hang out with us
alias871 (9:07:05 PM): And we haven't changed a thing for like 4 years
alias871 (9:07:09 PM): Well astoria was a change
alias871 (9:07:20 PM): Hasan's being open has switched to hasan a bit, scott a lot
alias871 (9:07:25 PM): Recently Spamps/Miah's
moonchild0078h (9:07:33 PM): Those are all temporary.
alias871 (9:07:44 PM): So no changes in all those years, what's the probs?
moonchild0078h (9:08:00 PM): It becomes boring, typical, dull, etc.
alias871 (9:08:21 PM): But you still planning to hang tmrw?
moonchild0078h (9:08:25 PM): Yes.
alias871 (9:09:08 PM): Hm
moonchild0078h (8:42:09 PM): hi there
moonchild0078h (8:43:03 PM): what's up
alias871 (8:45:00 PM): Bolanos just called
alias871 (8:45:02 PM): He wants to do something
moonchild0078h (8:45:30 PM): i'm not going out
moonchild0078h (8:45:36 PM): gonna stay in an do some gre work
moonchild0078h (8:45:51 PM): it's not like there is anywhere to go
alias871 (8:46:35 PM): so when's the next time you can hang? august?
moonchild0078h (8:46:46 PM): no i'm just saying
moonchild0078h (8:47:10 PM): meeting up is useless unless it has purpose
alias871 (8:47:21 PM): what's your purpose?
moonchild0078h (8:47:31 PM): i have no purpose for meeting up with you or eric tonight
moonchild0078h (8:47:34 PM): so i'm staying in
moonchild0078h (8:48:07 PM): unless we knew of something to do together, other than talk which we can do online or over the phone, i don't see much purpose to driving into great neck to sit at dunkin donuts
alias871 (8:48:58 PM): Alright, so make the plans, call people
moonchild0078h (8:49:11 PM): I don't want to
alias871 (8:49:15 PM): Why not?
moonchild0078h (8:49:29 PM): because I am going to do GRE work tonight and stay in
alias871 (8:49:55 PM): You'll be around to make our plans?
moonchild0078h (8:49:59 PM): If I really wanted to hang out with people I would call them or talk to them online about plans.
alias871 (8:50:00 PM): tmrw*
moonchild0078h (8:50:19 PM): Yes, but I don't know what I want to do tomorrow night.
alias871 (8:50:47 PM): Oh, you're not sure of your "mood" to be hanging out?
moonchild0078h (8:50:54 PM): No
moonchild0078h (8:51:34 PM): Putting words in my mouth like "not sure of my mood" is bullshit.
moonchild0078h (8:51:41 PM): I don't think that far ahead.
alias871 (8:51:46 PM): Oh, we're confused
alias871 (8:51:52 PM): I meant you'll be the planner tmrw
moonchild0078h (8:51:53 PM): It also implies that you think everyone is a mood swinging bitch.
moonchild0078h (8:51:59 PM): No.
moonchild0078h (8:52:09 PM): "If I really wanted to hang out with people I would call them or talk to them online about plans."
alias871 (8:52:12 PM): So what does it mean when you say, "moonchild0078h (8:50:19 PM): Yes, but I don't know what I want to do tomorrow night."
alias871 (8:53:01 PM): My point is if you hang tmrw, you'll be the planner?
moonchild0078h (8:53:52 PM): You asked if I'll be around tomorrow to make your plans. I replied as in yes, I'll be around tomorrow, but I don't know what i want to do tomorrow night. Before that statement or my precursor statement was "If I really wanted to hang out with people I would call them or talk to them online about plans."
moonchild0078h (8:53:59 PM): I won't be the planner.
moonchild0078h (8:54:30 PM): But I will be around tomorrow.
alias871 (8:54:40 PM): So the last two contradict? "I would call them or talk to them" and "I won't be the planner."
moonchild0078h (8:54:48 PM): sigh
alias871 (8:54:56 PM): Isn't that what the planner does, call people and make sure the night is happening
moonchild0078h (8:55:11 PM): i responded to one statement you made. I then responded to the question you asked.
moonchild0078h (8:55:19 PM): There is too much reading confusion going on in this conversation.
alias871 (8:56:00 PM): So it comes to that you do not want to plan things tomorrow, right?
moonchild0078h (8:56:46 PM): Simple answer: Yes, I do not want to plan thing tomorrow.
alias871 (8:57:41 PM): When will you "call them or talk to them online to make plans."
moonchild0078h (8:57:51 PM): When and if I want to.
alias871 (8:58:01 PM): Ah... that's seems strange
moonchild0078h (8:58:08 PM): Not really.
moonchild0078h (8:59:58 PM): Logic: It's not like people do anything anyway. What's the most our friends do: Go to Astoria; Go to someone's basement or attic and game and drink; Go to Dunk Donuts and talk about useless shit. With our group of friends it's not that hard to know where people are.
moonchild0078h (9:01:12 PM): Note: When I said "where people are", I am implying, where people are at night.
alias871 (9:01:26 PM): Well that's obvious
alias871 (9:01:58 PM): And while I do agree with your tone it seems that you think we don't do much, still beats sitting on the computer for me
alias871 (9:02:09 PM): And same goes for the people that go out, otherwise, they'd stay home
moonchild0078h (9:04:39 PM): Agreed, but unfortunately there is nowhere to really go and my personal sentiments differ from yours.
alias871 (9:04:53 PM): first part, agreed
alias871 (9:05:01 PM): second part, which sentiments
moonchild0078h (9:05:27 PM): "still beats sitting on the computer for me"
alias871 (9:05:41 PM): okay
moonchild0078h (9:06:46 PM): If there other places to go besides the previously mentioned, I would certainly be willing to go with people, but there aren't.
alias871 (9:06:57 PM): But you hang out with us
alias871 (9:07:05 PM): And we haven't changed a thing for like 4 years
alias871 (9:07:09 PM): Well astoria was a change
alias871 (9:07:20 PM): Hasan's being open has switched to hasan a bit, scott a lot
alias871 (9:07:25 PM): Recently Spamps/Miah's
moonchild0078h (9:07:33 PM): Those are all temporary.
alias871 (9:07:44 PM): So no changes in all those years, what's the probs?
moonchild0078h (9:08:00 PM): It becomes boring, typical, dull, etc.
alias871 (9:08:21 PM): But you still planning to hang tmrw?
moonchild0078h (9:08:25 PM): Yes.
alias871 (9:09:08 PM): Hm
Wednesday, 25 June 2008
June 25, 2008
June 25, 2008
It’s been a super slow few weeks. We barely go out anymore to hang. People with jobs, class, whatever stuff and also having nothing to do. Tork’s house was real fun.
Finally got a good drinking night going. I walk over by 10:00. We do some pong, work on a bunch of beers, and take loads of shots. The cigarette breaks are great being drunks. With sharing cigarettes, I end up running through almost the entire pack.
By the time we get kicked out at 2:00, people go to drive out in the middle of nowhere to smoke up. I have no idea why they drive all the way out there. On the ride, I’m super tired and rest on the ride. By the time I get back, I’m super tired and feel almost sick.
I don’t end up getting sick, but the tiredness with drunk is a messy combination and I’m fumbling and falling asleep all over. It takes me forever to get the effort to fall into bed.
I’ve also been on Stickam for quite a lot. It ends up being mostly boring, but I pull off dance parties to stand out and have some fun. Otherwise, people on cam just sit there and small talk about nothing.
I also had a highlight of 5-6 cool people coming onto my cam and hanging out. They were active and fun to chill with.
It’s been a super slow few weeks. We barely go out anymore to hang. People with jobs, class, whatever stuff and also having nothing to do. Tork’s house was real fun.
Finally got a good drinking night going. I walk over by 10:00. We do some pong, work on a bunch of beers, and take loads of shots. The cigarette breaks are great being drunks. With sharing cigarettes, I end up running through almost the entire pack.
By the time we get kicked out at 2:00, people go to drive out in the middle of nowhere to smoke up. I have no idea why they drive all the way out there. On the ride, I’m super tired and rest on the ride. By the time I get back, I’m super tired and feel almost sick.
I don’t end up getting sick, but the tiredness with drunk is a messy combination and I’m fumbling and falling asleep all over. It takes me forever to get the effort to fall into bed.
I’ve also been on Stickam for quite a lot. It ends up being mostly boring, but I pull off dance parties to stand out and have some fun. Otherwise, people on cam just sit there and small talk about nothing.
I also had a highlight of 5-6 cool people coming onto my cam and hanging out. They were active and fun to chill with.
Tuesday, 17 June 2008
June 14, 2008
June 14, 2008
This week was all about Stickam. I decided to go on Stickam after finding it out through the Howard Stern show and Eric the Midget. I go on make an account and end spending a hell lot time checking out some of the most viewed cams and try to find those that are interesting.
After a while, I realize that people are simply boring. Most of them are just attractive chicks that dudes gawk at. The chicks just sit there on a chair or in bed, and do their usual boring stuff. Talking to people they already know on Stickam. Speaking on the phone. Browsing the internet. All the borings.
I decide that something must be done. After the BBQ compliment incident, I decide that I must move onto YouTube and get shit going. Stickam isn’t good since even if I go live, it’s useless since no one goes on to watch me.
Maybe YouTube will be the springboard for that. I post a few videos including one that asks people to post questions on how I can prove that I’m white and not actually Asian.
Saturday, 7 June 2008
June 6, 2008
June 6, 2008
Reply to Miah post:
“but i really REALLY hate the secrecy bullshit”
I don’t know what to say. It’s been around forever and I doubt it’s going to change. I guess ignored writing about it because it’s expected. It’s no shock to me.
“Why should i have to call 5 people and then finally figure out that all of them were at scotts but just couldn't answer the phone?”
I’ve dealt with this a whole lot. I guess it’s awkward for them to deal with telling people that the place is “full.” What can I say, it’s again expected.
“Again, Suicide Runs... this is how people *Actually* condition themselves for basketball.”
From non-sports experts, it was a stupid conversation. I don’t care much.
“Somehow you were able to brush all these things aside and just focused your message about the triathlon.”
Clearly you didn’t read my view on the “hypothetical sports predictions” because you wasted time writing about it in the reply. It’s a really dumb debate. I wouldn’t spend my time arguing over paper or plastic at the supermarket for hours and hours. So taking this sports debate seriously is asinine.
“I have never, never, never seen you on a bike.
Never.”
The best part is that I don’t think I’ve seen Hasan on a bike either… So neither have you… If I did, he would be one hell of an image that I should’ve saved in my brain.
“It gets VERY FRUSTRATING to debate with you for hours.”
Again, forgetting the part where I saw you two were VERY angry over such a dumb thing. I basically said, “Wait… You kids are crazy. You’re seriously infuriated by something this dumb? It’s a joke for me.” Yet you guys brought it back up after that. I think the blame is you for actually getting frustrated over something so ridiculous. It would be the same if I was in some crazy world where I said I could “out bike” Lance Armstrong.
“you KEPT FUCKING ANTAGONIZING”
You mean the part where I was the only one to try and move the conversation away from the argument that was angering two mentally insane people?
And the part where I tried to fix things and explain to Hasan that there’s nothing to have conflict over.
I’d say it’s worse to side with a crazed Hasan and enforce legitimizing the seriousness of such a dumb issue.
“you kept fucking taking and giggling like a little girl, no one wanted to hear it, we wanted to go home, eat our meals and calm down”
See, this is a clear problem. I was trying to move the conversation to something lighthearted and basically ignore the argument. And I’m actually being kind because I was basically picked on by two people over hypothetical sports and two people were focusing all their effort and frustration at me. But you can’t see it like that right…
The fact that people “didn’t want to hear it” and needed to “calm down” is my entire point. It shouldn’t have been necessary. It was all bullshit.
Come to think of it, I’ll try to get angry and fight over boxers vs. tighty whities. I’ll fight it till death. And yes, I’ll need time to “calm down” from how much I need to defend the dignity of tighty whities is over boxers. The fight is ON! THIS MEANS WARRR!
“
It wasn’t actually meant to be directly funny. I was being stupid. Hardy har har, you’re going to be offended by poor jokes…
Also, it’s not really degradation towards gays, though that doesn’t matter. All the jokes are in jest and not serious. It’s actually a joke towards your sexuality or mine. It’s not a joke against gays, but one about your “straightness.”
“Whatever, you know i get offended by racial and sexual jokes, but you push them on me anyway.”
It’s all in fun and games.
“So you are saying you had a great night, but don't want to talk about it...”
When was the last time I explained long things over AIM? This is what the blog is for. Surprised?
“why do i want to talk to you when you are incoherent”
You’re really going to care about or even bring up stupid statements like, “jajajaja” and “bong bong?”
I mean, does this have anything to do with not going to Hasan’s? I mean, I thought of you when speaking to Spamps and went “What’s he doing tonight” and IMed you.
I think even spoke to you on the phone.
So again, you’re welcome for me going out of my way for you.
June 6, 2008
Alon, Spamps, Tomer, Alon and I get to DnD by 10:00ish. I speak to Hasan and he doesn’t want too many people over. However, it turns out to be loads of people with CNF bringing Josh. Evan bringing Doug. Bolanos and Scott come too.
We pick up beer at On the Run. Twelver of Heiney and two six packs of Blue Moon for CNF and Hasan. We play Smash 64. We then move onto TV and I leave on Knocked Up, though I’m one of the few that actually doesn’t like the film.
I work on Lemicello, vodka, and beer. Basically everyone leaves other than Caroline, Spamps, and I. Hasan makes a frozen spinach and American cheese omelet. He then drops us off. I fall asleep straight after.
I wake up from my alarm and I’m ruined. I won’t give you the details, but I tried sleeping for four hours and was constantly sick. I didn’t drink enough to be that bad. It must’ve been the spinach or eggs or something. Man…
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